A record of storms survived and horizons still calling

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Inspecting the Colonies

Continuing my inspection of the colonies, over the past month I have visited two of the great walled plantation settlements of Protestant Ireland: Bandon in County Cork and Londonderry in County Derry.

They were built in the same century and for broadly the same purpose. Today, however, they present their history very differently.

Bandon

I went to Bandon with specific intent to walk the line of the old city walls.

Unfortunately, I was about 350 years too late.

Most of Bandon’s fortifications were dismantled following the Siege of Bandon in 1689. The official guided walk was nevertheless interesting because it showed where the walls had once stood and pointed out the fragments that remain. Parts have been incorporated into later buildings and boundaries, and the old line can still be followed through the town.

There is something I like about history surviving in this way. Not reconstructed and presented behind glass, but sitting awkwardly inside the modern town.

Bandon itself surprised me. Much of the centre has the solid appearance of an early nineteenth-century market town, with numerous buildings dating from around the 1840s and earlier. In places it reminded me of Alnwick in Northumberland.

The Protestant inheritance is also difficult to miss. Churches remain scattered through a town deliberately established as a Protestant settlement in Catholic Munster.

By good fortune, I was allowed up into one of the church bell towers and even got to ring one of the bells.

There are worse ways of announcing the arrival of an Englishman inspecting the colonies.

Another thing Bandon has lost entirely is its railway.

For a town of its history and size, that seems a considerable act of neglect. The railway once connected Bandon directly with Cork and continued west into the country beyond. Today the tracks are gone and the journey from Cork has to be completed by road.

In this respect, the colony has not been particularly well looked after.

First they took down the walls. Then they took away the railway.

Bandon also brought me unexpectedly close to another piece of history I have been following: the Allman family and their whiskey distillery.

Allman’s had been a huge exporter of Irish whiskey to the United States, only to become another victim of the economic crash of the 1930s.

The family story produced something rather less predictable than whiskey. A Catholic former servant married the considerably older Protestant Allman in 1925, despite an age difference of around thirty years. They had a child the following year and subsequently spent several years in France.

Catholic and Protestant. Servant and employer. A thirty-year age difference.

There is a story in there somewhere.

Londonderry

I contrasted Bandon by taking the train north from Dublin on the well-travelled route to Belfast, before continuing on to Portrush and Londonderry.

It was only when I visited Londonderry that I finally understood why it is called Londonderry.

The city was founded by the Corporation of London as part of the Plantation of Ulster. London was not simply added to the name as some later political affectation. The connection was there from the beginning.

London created Londonderry.

That led me to another interesting thought.

The City of London itself has always occupied a peculiar position within the United Kingdom. It has its own ancient corporation, its own privileges and its own traditions. Even the monarch has traditionally had to seek permission to enter the City.

So if London is itself effectively a city-state within a country, and Londonderry was created by London, perhaps Londonderry is itself an independent city-state within Northern Ireland.

An English colony inside an English colony.

I rather like that idea.

There was another striking contrast with Bandon.

In Bandon I had walked around looking for walls that were mostly no longer there. The line of the old fortifications could still be traced and fragments survived inside later buildings, but I had arrived about 350 years too late to see the town as it had once been.

Londonderry was different.

Here the walls survived.

Unlike Bandon, Londonderry was successfully defended during the Siege of 1689. The walls did what walls were supposed to do.

They kept the attackers out.

And more than three centuries later, I could still climb onto them and walk around the old Protestant plantation city.

From the walls I could look down over the Bogside, across the old city and out towards the surrounding country. The geography suddenly made sense in a way that it never could from reading about it.

By chance, I also discovered a second-hand bookshop immediately beside the walls and came away with another James Bond book.

This seemed entirely appropriate.

An Englishman buying a book about an agent of the Crown while inspecting the colonies.

Sometimes a journey provides its own jokes.

Bandon had left me following the ghost of a wall.

In Londonderry, I walked on it.

As I walked around the walls, I found myself thinking about several of the coins I have recovered while metal detecting, including a Charles II penny dated 1681.

It is a small, battered piece of copper, but somebody once carried it as money. Somebody lost it. And while it was still circulating, the events that would shape places such as Londonderry were unfolding around them.

I wonder what the original owner of that penny thought of the news arriving from elsewhere in Ireland.

What rumours had reached them? What did they know? Which side did they believe? Did any of it seem particularly important at the time?

We now compress the seventeenth century into kings, sieges, rebellions and dates.

The person who dropped my penny did not have that luxury.

They were simply living through it.

More than three centuries later, I picked up their coin from the sand.

And then I walked the walls.

The Journey Home

The journey home took four trains and a bus.

I had the option of waiting two hours for the direct train home, but decided against it. In retrospect, I almost wish I had waited, if only to complete the sequence properly.

The Enterprise from Belfast was something else.

By three in the afternoon, half the carriage seemed to have cans in hand. It had the atmosphere of a travelling pub.

At one point, a disagreement over seating directly opposite me came close to becoming an altercation. One man was from Belfast. The other was from Dundalk.

I suppose some border disputes are not fully resolved even now.

I liked it.

Real life. Real people. Real history still alive in the genes.

After Bandon and Londonderry, perhaps that was the right way to finish it. Not in a museum. Not with a plaque. Not with somebody explaining what Ireland had once been.

On a train, with two men arguing across the old frontier.

Now, what colony to inspect next?

Room 115 and the Road West

There are trips where you visit history.

Then there are trips where history starts arranging itself around you.

Staying in Cork, in Room 115 at the Imperial Hotel: the Michael Collins Suite. It sounds almost too neat, as if someone had written the itinerary after watching the film.

The Imperial is not just another old hotel with a plaque and a story. It sits in the heart of Cork, close to the streets that burned in 1920, close to the world Collins moved through, close enough that the whole period stops feeling like a chapter in a book and starts feeling like a physical place.

That is the strange power of staying in a historical room.

You do not simply think about Michael Collins.

You imagine him arriving.

You imagine the conversations that took place in the space you are sitting and sleeping.

You imagine the footsteps in corridors, the meetings behind closed doors, the pressure of being hunted, admired, used, opposed, and needed, all at once.

Was there anything spiritual there?

Yes.

Or at least something close to that. A sixth sense. A pressure in the room. A sense that the place had stored more than furniture, wallpaper, and hotel stories.

Was it Collins?

We do not know.

That is the only honest answer.

Maybe it was the room. Maybe it was Cork. Maybe it was the fact of knowing who had been there and what followed. Maybe it was the city itself, with its layers of rebellion, fire, empire, commerce, and memory pressed tightly together in a few streets.

But there was something.

Two nights mattered.

One night would have made the Imperial a curiosity. Two nights made it a base. Time to walk Cork, look around properly, take in the streets, the river, the old commercial city, the rebuilt city, the Cork that survived and the Cork that had to be made again.

Then began the drive west.

Not as a solemn pilgrimage. Not as a checklist.

Through the country roads slowly towards Macroom, then back down towards Bandon.

That was enough.

The story arrived through bends, fields, hedges, old houses, railway ghosts, small roads, and the slow pull of West Cork.

In Bandon, the Munster and a snack. Just like Collins himself that fateful day.

That mattered too.

History is not only plaques and monuments. It is also food, weather, roads, rooms, jokes, dogs, conversations, and half-formed thoughts.

There was no stop at Béal na Bláth.

By then, the road had already done enough.

The known story is simple.

Collins travels through Cork during the Civil War. His convoy is ambushed. He stops. There is firing. He is hit. He dies.

But driving that country does not make the story feel simple.

It makes it stranger.

Why that route?

Why that level of exposure?

Why stop and fight?

Why did a man whose whole reputation had been built on intelligence, secrecy, movement, and avoiding predictable patterns end his life exposed on a road in his own county?

And why does history so often give us the same image?

A powerful man.

A public route.

An open-topped car.

Gunfire.

Archduke Franz Ferdinand in Sarajevo.

John F. Kennedy in Dallas.

Michael Collins in Cork.

Different men. Different countries. Different causes. Yet the shape repeats.

It proves nothing.

But it catches.

There is something almost theatrical about the open car. It turns status into exposure. It makes a man visible from a distance. It says: here he is. Watch him pass.

Maybe that was just how things were done.

Maybe security was primitive.

Maybe Collins trusted Cork too much.

Maybe he thought former comrades would not kill him.

Maybe the route was ordinary and only became strange because of the ending.

Maybe.

But the details remain.

The open car.

The road.

The decision to stop.

The low casualty count.

The political consequences.

The man who survived the British intelligence war did not survive a road in West Cork.

None of this gives certainty.

That is not the point.

The point is attention.

History smooths itself after the event. The rough edges get planed down. The narrative becomes clean. The questions become impolite. The dead become statues, then lessons, then slogans.

But the ground resists that.

Room 115 made Collins human.

Cork made the struggle physical.

The slow road west made the ending unresolved.

Bandon placed the story back inside ordinary Ireland: a town, a hotel, a snack, the road continuing beyond.

No need to stand at the memorial.

The trail was already there.

Sometimes history is not found by arriving at the final place. Sometimes it is found by moving through the country slowly enough for the questions to rise.

And sometimes the most honest sentence is not:

“This is what happened.”

It is:

“Look at this carefully.”

AI is Indeed a wonderful thing….

The Hidden Tourist Tax

I went back to Tunisia to test a memory.

I had worked in Tunis in 2010, and the city had stayed with me. Not just as a place, but as an energy: French and Italian bones, Arab life, Mediterranean confidence, cafés, traffic, white façades, old streets, movement, beauty, possibility.

Some cities vanish when you leave them.

Tunis had remained.

So I returned to ask a simple question.

Was it still there?

The answer was yes.

Not exactly as I remembered it. No city waits sixteen years to confirm a private myth. But the charge was still there. Tunis still had that layered, urban, slightly theatrical quality I had carried with me since 2010. It still felt alive in more than one direction at once.

That is Tunisia’s strength.

It is not one thing.

It is Punic, Roman, Arab, Ottoman, French, Italian, African, Mediterranean and modern Tunisian, all folded into the same landscape. Not cleanly. Not politely. But visibly. You can walk a few streets and feel one civilisation’s confidence turn into another civilisation’s afterlife.

That was what I came for.

I wanted Roman stones, sea air, cafés, railway stations, louages, whitewashed towns, old streets, medinas, fragments of empire, and the ordinary theatre of North African life.

I found all of it.

The old French and Italian city of Tunis was, unsurprisingly, one of the strongest parts of the trip. I loved it back in 2010. After all, it is recent history, only being vacated in 1956 by fleeing French, Italian, Greek and Jewish families with their stories of loss blown away by the winds of time. It is not polished heritage. It is better than that. It is a surviving layer. Art Nouveau, Art Deco, occasional 1950s modernist. Balconies, churches, façades, cafés, apartment blocks, commercial buildings, shaded streets, traces of a European Mediterranean world that once assumed it had a future there.

People had lived in those buildings as themselves.

They worked, prayed, argued, made money, lost money, loved, aged, raised children, and imagined that their world would continue.

Then history moved.

The buildings remained.

That is the power of Tunis. It does not give you history as a museum sequence. It gives you layers under your feet.

The cathedrals made the same point in stone.

Nobody builds a cathedral for a temporary mood. A cathedral is confidence made physical. Religious confidence, civic confidence, imperial confidence, cultural confidence. It says: we are here, and our world has weight.

And yet there they stand now in a changed Tunisia, no longer central, no longer commanding the same world that built them.

Evidence.

Not decoration.

The strongest refuge was the Protestant church and cemetery garden.

Outside: traffic, heat, call-outs, movement, negotiation, the small frictions of the street.

Inside: shade, stone, graves, names, flowers, silence.

There were British graves, as expected. But there were also Danish and Swedish names, and those struck deeper because of my years in Denmark. A Scandinavian name in a cemetery garden in Tunis is a small thing, but small things often carry the most human weight.

People had come south. They had traded, served, married, fallen ill, died, and been buried far from the cold north.

That garden was not an attraction.

It was a pause in history where nobody wanted anything from me.

And that mattered.

Because Tunisia also taught me the hidden tourist tax.

Not money.

Attention.

The low-level street approaches were not dramatic. This was not danger. It was not a siege. It was usually small: “Where are you from?” “My friend.” “Taxi?” “Restaurant?” “Guide?” “Come, come.”

The first time, you answer.

The second time, you recognise the shape.

After that, you know the script before it has properly begun.

The cost is not the dinars.

The cost is the interruption.

You are walking. Looking. Thinking. Building a map of the place. Comparing Tunis now with Tunis in 2010. Noticing a façade, a street angle, a church door, a café, a railway board, a piece of colonial geometry under modern traffic.

Then someone inserts himself into your attention.

Now you must classify him.

Friendly? Commercial? Taxi? Guide? Scam? Harmless? Persistent? Do I answer? Ignore? Refuse? Walk faster?

It takes two seconds.

But the thread breaks.

That is the tax.

A tax on solitude.

A tax on observation.

A tax on the direct experience of a place.

So the rule is simple.

No drama. No lecture. No anger.

“No, merci.”

“La, merci.”

Keep walking.

Attention preserved.

Trip restored.

Because the best of Tunisia deserved attention.

El Jem deserved it.

At the top of that amphitheatre, looking down into the arena and out across the ordinary town around it, Tunisia became enormous. Not peripheral. Not minor. Not some footnote to Rome. This land was rich: grain, olive oil, cities, ports, villas, baths, theatres, roads, amphitheatres.

The Roman map of North Africa is crowded with lost significance.

El Jem makes modern arrogance look temporary.

The stones do not perform. They do not sell. They do not ask where you are from. They simply stand there, long after the world that built them has disappeared.

That is real travel.

The sudden perception of depth.

Mahdia deserved attention too.

Sea, walls, old stones, light, space. It did not need to shout. Some places work because they allow the mind to settle. Mahdia had that. It gave the trip a coastal shape that was better than the original plan.

My route changed because Tunisia corrected it.

The first idea had been more ambitious: Tunis, Monastir, Sfax, Gabès, maybe further south.

But travel is not a spreadsheet.

A route can be logical and still wrong.

The better trip became Tunis, Sousse, Mahdia, El Jem, Sidi Bou Said.

Less heroic.

More coherent.

More historical.

More coastal.

Closer to what I actually value.

That is a useful rule.

Do not defend the itinerary against the country.

Let the place speak.

Tunisia spoke in fragments.

A railway board photographed because the internet could not be trusted.

A taxi price descending in stages.

A restaurant bill corrected when challenged.

A host message turning a zero-review hotel from possible phantom into real arrangement.

Old European streets in Tunis carrying the outline of a vanished world.

Cathedrals proving that confident communities become historical layers.

A Protestant cemetery garden where Danish and Swedish names lay quietly beneath North African light.

El Jem rising out of ordinary life like a warning from antiquity.

Mahdia giving the trip sea air and stillness.

Sidi Bou Said doing what it always does: white, blue, bright, theatrical, beautiful, over-known and still somehow effective.

This is why Tunisia stayed interesting.

Not because every moment was easy.

Because the country has depth.

It rewards attention.

And that became the lesson.

The real currency of travel is not money. Money matters, but it is not the core. The real currency is attention.

Spend it badly and even a cheap country becomes expensive.

Spend it well and a simple day becomes memorable.

A quiet coffee can outlive a famous sight.

A churchyard can restore more than a bar.

A walk by the sea can beat a guided tour.

A ruin at the right hour can outweigh five guidebook obligations.

The travel industry sells flights, beds, meals, transfers and experiences.

But the traveller is really buying conditions for attention.

A good hotel gives rest.

A good café gives a place to observe.

A good walk lets the mind stretch.

A good ruin gives attention somewhere worthy to land.

A good conversation expands the day instead of hijacking it.

A good destination gives your attention back in better condition than it found it.

Tunisia did that.

The street interruptions were noise. Irritating, yes. Revealing, yes. But still noise.

The country itself was not the noise.

The country was the old city of Tunis.

The cathedrals.

The cemetery garden.

The Roman stones.

The sea at Mahdia.

The amphitheatre at El Jem.

The medina walls.

The railway stations.

The cafés.

The energy I remembered from 2010, still alive enough to justify the return.

That was the signal.

Everything else was a tax.

Pay as little as possible.

Keep walking.

Look properly.

Tara and Bective

The Hill of Tara had been waiting for me since last year.

I had read about the Lia Fáil, the Stone of Destiny, said to cry out beneath the true king of Ireland. Some places are sights. Others are summons.

Tara was a summons.

We drove there through Meath, through low green country that felt older than the official story. Four thousand years is the number usually given, but the ground seemed deeper than that. I had felt the same at Baltinglass, where the neglected remnants of a bygone age seemed too large for the explanation placed around them.

I touched the Stone of Destiny.

No sky opened.

No thunder crossed Meath.

No voice named me ruler of Ireland.

A pity. Ireland could use help now. Not from Brussels, policy, or another consent-manufacturing committee. Something older would be required. Something beneath process. Something that remembered what a people is.

Perhaps no king was there.

Perhaps the stone has learned discretion.

Odysseus did not announce himself at every shore.

The church stood nearby, turned into a visitor centre. I did not go inside. There was an entry fee, and the stained-glass windows had been completely removed. That was enough. A sacred building emptied of meaning does not become more sacred because someone charges admission.

The churchyard was better.

Fewer people went there. That is usually a sign. It felt older than the church placed over it. A Bronze Age enclosure perhaps. There were quiet stones there, unexplained and overlooked. One of them could have been the real Stone of Destiny.

That is not a claim.

It is what the hand thinks when the eye has finished.

I touched them anyway.

Still nothing.

The stones kept their counsel.

After Tara we drove to Bective Abbey. An ex-colleague from more than twenty years ago had mentioned it to me, out of nowhere. Strange how these things happen.

Bective was lower, heavier, quieter. A ruin, but still coherent. Sometimes a ruin remembers its purpose better than a living institution.

That was enough.

Tara did not cry out.

Bective did not explain.

The stones kept their counsel.

And I went on.

An Evening in Parliament

There are evenings that feel borrowed from another life.

I left home expecting little more than dinner and conversation, and somehow found myself standing beneath the lamps of the Irish Parliament while chants and drums rolled through the Dublin air outside the gates.

Flags moved in the wind beyond the barriers. Protestors clustered beneath speakers and banners, their voices carrying across the street in waves of anger, rhythm and conviction. Nearby stood two quiet watchers who I instinctively suspected were plain-clothes police, their eyes drifting casually across arrivals and faces while I waited to be invited inside.

Soon afterwards I passed through the security gates, exchanged my name for a temporary badge and crossed quietly into the inner world beyond the barriers.

There is always something slightly surreal about entering places normally reserved for the machinery of the state. As children we see such buildings through television screens and distant ceremony. They exist symbolically long before they ever exist physically.

Yet once inside, symbolism faded quickly.

The first thing that struck me was not power, but humanity.

The old guards at the doors carried themselves with the calm confidence of men who had watched governments rise and fall for decades. Staff members spoke warmly about the building as though it were a living thing they had spent years protecting.

One security man casually quoted Oscar Wilde to me.

“A cynic knows the price of everything and the value of nothing.”

He had no idea it was already one of my favourite quotations.

That somehow made the moment even better.

Outside, only a short distance away, stands Wilde’s former home. Dublin has a habit of folding history quietly into ordinary conversation when you least expect it.

The deeper into the evening I drifted, the more the atmosphere softened. Formality dissolved into conversation. Politicians spoke openly over drinks, sharing stories not of ideology, but of pressure, campaigns, close calls and moments they had stood their ground when events turned hostile around them.

At one point, a senior political figure moved swiftly through the restaurant with the practiced instinct of someone accustomed to constant movement and constant demands.

And yet even that moment felt strangely human rather than grand.

That was perhaps the strangest thing of all.

Inside the Parliament itself, the surreal quickly became normal.

You shake hands with ministers.
You wander corridors lined with history.
You eat in the restaurant and share drinks in the bar with politicians.
And after a while it simply feels like another gathering of human beings trying to navigate the age they were born into.

There was, at one point, a sense that the night had reached its natural conclusion. I had already wandered the corridors of Parliament, eaten in the restaurant, shared drinks in the bar and stepped back out into the Dublin night.

That alone would have been enough to remember.

Yet life occasionally opens a second door after the first has already closed.

An invitation came almost casually — a suggestion that the night continue elsewhere, this time in a Dublin pub accompanied by three politicians.

And so naturally, I went.

Away from Parliament itself, titles loosened further. The conversations became warmer, funnier and more reflective. Stories emerged not from prepared political language, but from lived experience — campaigns fought, moments of pressure endured, strange encounters, narrow victories and private doubts.

The deeper the evening drifted, the more Ireland itself seemed to reveal its character not through institutions, but through people.

Only later, stepping back out once more into the cool Dublin night, did the unreality begin to settle in properly.

The chants were gone. Dublin carried on around me exactly as before, indifferent to who had passed through which rooms only an hour earlier.

And I found myself thinking how strange life becomes once you begin moving again.

A few years ago my world had narrowed into obligation and repetition. Yet here I was — wandering through parliamentary corridors, listening to old guards dispense quiet truths while politicians traded stories over whiskey and wine deep into the night.

Life does not return all at once.

It arrives in fragments.

Autumn in Odessos.
Christmas Eve in the heat of colonial Georgetown.
A church in Tangier.
A windswept beach at dusk with a metal detector humming softly from finds beneath the sand.
An unexpected invitation.
The sudden opening of a gate.

And one day you realise the current has begun flowing through your world again.

Tangier

Tangier had lived in my imagination long before I ever reached it.

As a boy I used to stare at old British stamps overprinted with a single improbable word: Tangier. Small imperial artefacts from a vanished world. Something about them haunted me. Britain, but not Britain. Europe, but not Europe. A frontier city where the edges of empires touched Africa and then slowly dissolved into dust.

Years later I finally arrived there myself by train from Rabat.

Not into the old city, of course.

Modernity rarely enters through the old gates.

The new station now sits outside the ancient heart of Tangier, functional and detached, while the beautiful old Art Deco station nearer the port survives like a forgotten actor after the audience has gone home. Rail-less now. Disconnected from the line that once carried diplomats, merchants, officers and travellers directly into the old international city. One more elegant relic stranded by time.

Tangier is full of such things.

Ghost structures.

Fragments of abandoned futures.

I stayed inside the Medina, where the old Arab city still breathes beneath the noise of modern Morocco. White walls reflecting afternoon light. Narrow passages winding endlessly downhill towards the sea. The call to prayer floating over rooftops as gulls circled above the Strait.

There are cities which feel built for commerce.

Tangier feels built for memory.

One walks through it with the strange sensation that history never fully departed. It merely withdrew into the walls.

By day I wandered through the old Medina. By evening I walked the Rue d’Italie, absorbing the remnants of the European Tangier that once existed alongside the Arab one. Faded balconies. Colonial façades. Cafés that seemed to belong to another century. Spanish voices still drifting through the streets long after the flags themselves disappeared.

Tangier was once an international city where empires overlapped rather than ruled outright. British, Spanish, French, Arab, Jewish, European and African worlds collided there beside the sea.

And traces of all of them remain.

On Sunday morning I attended service at the old Protestant church built by the British in the early twentieth century.

That hour stayed with me.

Not because of doctrine, but because of continuity.

For a moment it felt possible to step backward through time and glimpse the old British Tangier community exactly as it may once have existed. Merchants in linen suits. Naval officers. Consular staff. Families carrying hymn books through North African sunlight while believing, as all civilisations eventually do, that their presence there might somehow endure.

Afterwards I walked slowly through the church graveyard.

War graves.

Empire builders.

Forgotten surnames carved into weathered stone.

People who once stood confidently at the edge of empire, believing history itself moved in their direction.

Now most lie unvisited beneath palm trees and Atlantic light.

Tangier teaches a hard lesson quietly.

Nothing remains at its height forever.

Not empires.
Not languages.
Not influence.

Not even memory itself.

What fascinated me most was realising how close Tangier came to becoming something else entirely. In many ways the city feels as though it should have become Spanish. Even today Spanish lingers everywhere beneath the surface — in speech, architecture, rhythm and temperament. It remains the city’s second language long after the age that created it has passed.

Yet even that influence now feels impermanent.

Perhaps nowhere more so than in the enormous modernist Spanish cathedral built during the late 1950s. A brutal concrete declaration of permanence. Spain, it seemed, still imagined itself rooted there indefinitely.

But today the building already carries the melancholy of a future that failed to arrive.

That is Tangier.

A city where every civilisation eventually becomes an echo.

Arab.
Spanish.
French.
British.

One layer settling quietly upon another beside the sea.

And perhaps that is why I loved it so much.

Because Tangier does not flatter modern illusions of permanence.

It reminds a man that all power is temporary.
All empires recede.
All railways eventually stop at another station.

Even the ones that once printed their names upon the stamps of the world.

Howard Mausoleum

Only in Ireland do you discover that the country’s biggest pyramid is half an hour from home and had been sitting there all along.

So I went.

The Howard Mausoleum is worth the visit. Its location is strange from the outset — isolated, slightly uncanny, set down in the landscape with no need to explain itself. Beside it stands a Greek temple. And the pyramid itself has real presence: solid, heavy, unyielding, built not as ornament but as statement. Inside, there was space for 33 burials.

That number stayed with me when I noticed the gravestone of Nathaniel Stringer: dead at 33, on 11/3. One of those details that means nothing, perhaps. Yet still catches in the mind.

Then there was the woman.

As I walked the grounds, I saw her lying behind a gravestone. Not mourning in any obvious way. Not resting either. Just there. When she rose, she gave no eye contact, no hello, no how’re you doing — very un-Irish in that silence. She walked back without a word to the taxi waiting outside. I left at about the same time.

Places like that make you wonder what else lies underneath. Old sacred ground is rarely used only once. New faiths, new families, new monuments — they build over what came before. A tomb may be eighteenth century. The pull of the place may be far older.

Then I got home and heard the final layer: that the tomb was sealed after a baby was buried there in the 1800s, and that afterwards people said the screams of the tormented child could be heard from within.

That, too, felt Irish.

A pyramid. A temple. Thirty-three spaces for the dead. Silence in the graveyard. And the old certainty that stone remembers more than it says.

Where the Story Thins

As second-date suggestions go, walking Trevor Deely’s route through Dublin was an unusual one.

However, it was a mutually agreed one.

It was daytime. Cold, dry, and bright.

Before we started, she told me she had a feeling that somewhere on the walk, something had happened. She said it simply and left it there.

Later, on Haddington Road, I stopped and said that I did not think he had walked beyond that point.

She looked at me and said that this was where she had felt it too.

That was the interesting thing.

Not because it proved anything. It did not. But because sometimes a place refuses the story made for it. You can hear an official version from a distance and it sounds tidy enough. Then you stand on the ground itself and it starts to thin in your hands. One only needs to visit Praia Del Luz, boots on the ground to begin asking questions around the official narrative regarding Madeline McCann. It was the same here.

The canal idea always struck me as obvious tripe. Too neat. Too convenient. Trevor’s last confirmed sighting was on Haddington Road, way past the canal, walking toward the Beggars Bush area, and Garda appeals have long focused on the unidentified man seen near his office and again shortly after him on CCTV.

It was interesting too to learn that it was the weekend Bill Clinton was in Dublin. Accounts of the case say roads and security arrangements were altered, bins and skips were emptied, and manhole covers were checked before any meaningful search for discarded evidence could happen. That does not prove anything in itself. But it adds another layer of strangeness to a case that already resists easy explanation.

And then there was the setting itself. Trevor worked in investment banking, only a few years before one of the greatest financial crashes in modern history. That too may mean nothing. But when an impressionable young man with banking access disappears into a city still flush with late-boom confidence, and the last ground on which he feels real is a short stretch of road in Dublin 4, the imagination does not need much encouragement.

What stayed with me was simpler than theory.

Two people walking through Dublin in the cold sun, and both feeling, at the same point, that the official map had gone thin.

That is rare.

Not proof.
Just recognition.

Sometimes that is enough.

Limerick, Waterford, and the Roads Between

I went to Limerick to face a younger man.

Twenty-eight and a half years ago, I had an MRI scan that resulted in me being told I might never walk again. Some sentences do not fade. They divide a life. There is the man before them, and the man after.

I wanted to stand again where that fracture began. Not for closure. I have no use for that word. I wanted to look back at the man who heard it, and at the road he took afterwards, with all that followed from it, for better and for worse.

Ireland can do that. It can alter the course of a life without warning, and only decades later do you see the full shape of the turn.

I visited a few places in Limerick, but took no photographs. It seemed wrong somehow. Not every place should be converted into an image. Some are better left as encounter.

And yet Limerick, appropriately enough, also gave me a limerick:

There once was a man from Hobro
Who knew it was time to go,
And start a new life
Without all that strife,
And so he went off to Wicklow.

A joke, obviously. But not only a joke.

From there I drove on, meaning to see Cahir Castle, and instead found myself halted by something else: one of the most beautiful churches I have seen in Ireland.

You could see it from far off. Protestant Gothic. Intact, solid, self-possessed. Built in 1818 and designed by Nash, it immediately pulled me toward the age I so often meet in the earth and on the beaches: the late Georgian and Regency world, the world of old copper, worn silver, and the coins that still surface beneath the grass and sand. Then there was the door, painted a challenging orange. In Ireland, orange is never merely orange. History still speaks through colour.

Then Dungarvan.

A beautiful seaside town, but one marked by subtraction. You can feel the railway’s absence in the place. The town remains handsome, but the old line still haunts it. The Greenway now runs through that lost corridor, with so much railway architecture still standing that the old movement has not entirely gone. It has only changed form.

Then Waterford.

The energy shifted again. Medieval, certainly, but not trapped in its own past. Some towns feel burdened by memory. Waterford did not. It felt old, but still open. Less weighed down by what it had been. More alive to what it may yet become.

That, perhaps, was the shape of the journey.

Limerick was reckoning.
Cahir was surprise.
Dungarvan was beauty marked by loss.
Waterford was old stone with forward motion still in it.

Tomorrow I will head home. But first there is Waterford city centre, and perhaps, if the weather opens, a new beach or two to detect. I have already identified them.

Then Passage East, literally. A rarity now: a car ferry between Irish places. After years in Denmark, I like the thought of that more than I should. Driving onto a boat, crossing a stretch of water, and letting it put me down elsewhere. Not exile. Not escape. Just passage.

And then home.

And perhaps that is enough for now: not answers, but movement.

Forgotten Megaliths

I’ve come to realise that much of the history we are taught is little more than a convenient story. Yet the real clues sit quietly around us, waiting to be noticed. Often all it takes is looking up, or down, to see that the world is not quite what we are repeatedly told it is.

Baltinglass is a good place to begin.

You will not find it in many guidebooks. It is not promoted as a destination. Yet a chance video on YouTube suggested the valley may hold one of the largest Bronze Age landscapes in Europe, certainly one of the most significant in Ireland.

While tourists head for Newgrange, the officially presented megalithic site, I chose the opposite direction and drove south into the Wicklow Mountains.

The mountains feel older than the road that crosses them. Clear water cuts through the valleys. Strange stones appear where you would not expect them. Hills rise in shapes that seem deliberate rather than accidental. It is the kind of landscape that makes you slow down and pay attention.

My first stop in Baltinglass was the abbey.

It stands ruined now, but inside the walls sits another building — a Protestant church constructed within the remains of the medieval structure, and now itself also abandoned. Layers of occupation. Different groups arriving centuries apart and choosing the same place to build.

That alone tells you something about the location.

Walking through the grounds I came upon a tomb structure topped with a pyramid. The tomb itself is now empty. There was no chequerboard pattern here, but the symbolism still brought to mind the same geometric language that appears elsewhere — pyramids, grids, and repeating forms that surface again and again across different cultures.

It makes you wonder what ideas sit behind those symbols, and how old they really are.

Looking out from the abbey, the surrounding hills have strange shapes.

They reminded me of Penshaw Hill near Sunderland and the old story of the Lambton Worm winding itself around the hill before it was slain. Today that hill is crowned with a Greek temple. Another structure placed on top of something older, as if each generation feels compelled to mark the same point in the landscape.

The pyramid above the abbey tomb seemed to belong to the same instinct.

I walked toward the largest of the hilltop forts overlooking the town. There are several scattered around the valley.

The slope of one hill has become a vast cemetery. At its centre stands a tower that feels older than the graves surrounding it. Beside it sits Ireland’s national brain injury hospital, another modern institution that has somehow found its place on this same ground.

Places with long histories seem to keep attracting new occupants.

Later I walked down into the town itself.

I stopped at the butcher and bought some local lamb. It felt right to eat something raised in the same valley I had been walking through. If places carry energy, perhaps the animals raised there do too.

Nearby I came across something I had not expected at all — a United Nations memorial.

It commemorates Irish soldiers killed in the Congo during the UN operations of the early 1960s. I knew little about the incident before seeing the memorial, but one discovery always leads to another. Research tends to follow later.

What caught my attention most was the map carved into the monument — the familiar UN world projection surrounded by a laurel wreath. A symbol most people see without ever looking closely.

It took me many years myself before I began noticing how many narratives are quietly constructed for us.

Eventually I returned to the car.

There was one last thing I wanted to see — the old railway station.

To my surprise the building still exists. It now sits inside an agricultural retail yard belonging to Quinns. I was about to leave after taking a quick look when someone knocked on the car window and asked if I needed help with anything.

When I explained I had only come to see the station, I was suddenly being given a private tour.

Inside the old office the station still has its safe, the kind of heavy metal vault you would expect in a historic house, Montana had one too. The place felt frozen in time. It was a quiet day, so perhaps that made the difference, but the generosity was appreciated, as was the company calendar I was given.

Encounters like that happen now and then to me.

Once in Georgetown a local gave me a full tour of a colonial cemetery. Another time in Newcastle someone walked me through the history of the village church and the old castle nearby. Some people still care about preserving these stories.

And that matters.

Now it really was time to head home.

There was just one final stop.

A stone circle standing quietly in a field outside the town.

Officially the circle is dated to around 2,500 years ago. Perhaps that was the last time it was used. Personally I suspect the site is far older.

When I stepped inside the circle my legs shivered slightly. Cold wind perhaps. Or something else.

What I did notice were threads and ribbons tied to nearby branches. Someone had been here before me, leaving small offerings or tokens. Even now people feel that places like this hold something.

Stones carry a presence modern culture tends to ignore.

Our ancestors may have understood that better than we do.

When I arrived home YouTube suggested another video for me.

The subject was Larry Murphy — Ireland’s notorious serial killer, often called the Beast of Baltinglass.

The valley clearly holds its share of darker stories too.

Places with deep histories often do.

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